G\u00c2NDURI \u00ceN DURERE
\nBoala a intrat \u00een mine \u0219i dureri ea \u00eemi provoac\u0103,
\nVreau s\u0103 m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021b de Tine, s\u0103 nu c\u00e2rtesc niciodat\u0103,
\nNu l\u0103sa ca suferin\u021ba s\u0103 fie at\u00e2t de mare,
\nTe rog, Doamne, m\u0103 \u00eenso\u021be\u0219te \u0219i-n aceast\u0103 \u00eencercare.<\/p>\n
Durerea mult m\u0103 \u00eencearc\u0103 \u0219i simt parc\u0103 cum clachez,
\nDar oric\u00e2t ar fi de mare nu vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 dep\u0103rtez,
\nVreau s\u0103 m\u0103 sus\u021bii pe mine \u0219i te rog s\u0103 nu m\u0103 la\u0219i,
\nNu vreau s\u0103 te fac de ru\u0219ine c\u0103ci necazul mi-l sp\u0103la\u0219i.<\/p>\n
Mul\u021bi strig\u0103 \u00een rug\u0103ciune c\u0103ci \u0219tiu suferin\u021ba mea
\n\u0218i m\u0103 simt pu\u021bin mai bine c\u0103 am toat\u0103 pacea Ta,
\n\u0218tiu c\u0103 sunt iubit\u0103 Tat\u0103 chiar dac\u0103 durerea rea,
\nVine des c\u00e2te o dat\u0103, asta-i \u00eencercarea mea.<\/p>\n
A\u0219 vrea s\u0103 stau tot \u00een rug\u0103 c\u00e2nd durerea m\u0103 \u00eencearc\u0103,
\nDar satana m\u0103 love\u0219te, g\u00e2ndurile parc\u0103-mi pleac\u0103,
\n\u00cemi cunoa\u0219te punctul slab, \u0219tie unde s\u0103 loveasc\u0103,
\nA\u0219 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 rog tot timpul, durerea mea s\u0103 nu creasc\u0103.<\/p>\n
Sunt slab\u0103 \u00een rug\u0103ciune c\u00e2nd durerea m\u0103 \u00eempresoar\u0103
\n\u0218i \u00eemi pare r\u0103u, Isuse, c\u0103 durerea m\u0103 doboar\u0103,
\nTu ai suferit pe cruce chin amar de nedescris
\n\u0218i ne-ai spus \u00eenc\u0103 de atuncea c\u0103 satana e \u00eenvins.<\/p>\n
Ajut\u0103-m\u0103 \u0219i pe mine \u00een durere s\u0103 nu cad,
\nS\u0103 m\u0103 leg mai str\u00e2ns de Tine, Tu m-ai binecuv\u00e2ntat,
\nVreau s\u0103 stau \u00een rug\u0103ciune, nu vreau ca s\u0103 m\u0103 clintesc
\nC\u0103ci \u0219tiu c\u0103 doar l\u00e2ng\u0103 Tine \u00een credin\u021b\u0103 pot s\u0103 cresc.<\/p>\n
Ia-mi, Isuse, suferin\u021ba ce a cuprins corpul meu,
\nM\u0103 privesc c\u00e2t sunt de slab\u0103 \u00een clipa c\u00e2nd \u00eemi e r\u0103u,
\nNu a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 zic nimic, nu a\u0219 vrea ca s\u0103 c\u00e2rtesc
\nA\u0219 vrea cu senin\u0103tate tot ce vine s\u0103 primesc.<\/p>\n
Nu vreau s\u0103 fiu o povar\u0103, nici un ghimpe pentru ai mei,
\nStrig la Tine, iar \u0219i iar\u0103, f\u0103 cu mine tot ce vrei,
\nDar prive\u0219te cu \u00eendurare peste to\u021bi din jurul meu,
\nVreau s\u0103 te vad\u0103 pe Tine, nu pe mine c\u0103 mi-e greu.<\/p>\n
Simt cum cad \u00een suferin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i m\u0103 tem de ce va fi
\nC-am f\u0103cut obi\u0219nuin\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 am numai bucurii
\n\u0218i necazul se \u00eente\u021be\u0219te, boala \u00ee\u0219i cere al ei tribut
\nStau s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc tot timpul de am gre\u0219it ce am cerut.<\/p>\n
Eu nu merit nici o mil\u0103, sunt o p\u0103c\u0103toas\u0103, da,
\nDar vreau ca s\u0103 fiu lumin\u0103 pentru toat\u0103 casa mea
\nVreau s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103, Tat\u0103, cei din jur a\u0219a cum e\u0219ti
\nPe Tine vreau s\u0103 te vad\u0103 \u0219i-\u021bi cer s\u0103 m\u0103 preg\u0103te\u0219ti.<\/p>\n
Preg\u0103te\u0219te-m\u0103 pe mine pentru tot ce va veni,
\nVreau s\u0103 stau doar l\u00e2ng\u0103 Tine, l\u00e2ng\u0103 Tine s\u0103 m\u0103 \u021bi,
\nS\u0103 fiu schel\u0103 pentru al\u021bii \u0219i-n cer s\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m
\nC\u0103ci veni-va ve\u0219nicia \u0219i durere o s\u0103 uit\u0103m.<\/p>\n
Vreau ca suferin\u021ba toat\u0103 \u0219i boala s\u0103 o suport
\nS\u0103 pui m\u00e2na Ta de Tat\u0103 c\u0103ci eu singur\u0103 nu pot,
\nVreau s\u0103 te sl\u0103vesc pe Tine \u0219i \u00een fapt\u0103 \u0219i-n cuv\u00e2nt
\n\u0218i s\u0103 scriu \u00een poezie p\u00e2n\u0103 intru \u00een morm\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n
Nu m\u0103 tem de al mor\u021bii bold, m\u0103 tem doar s\u0103 nu clachez
\nC\u0103ci cei ce adorm \u00een Tine, ei nu mor, se odihnesc,
\nDorm \u0219i a\u0219teapt\u0103 ca s\u0103 vii tot pe nori cum ai promis
\nS\u0103 \u00eei iei pe to\u021bi acas\u0103, s\u0103 \u00eei iei \u00een paradis.
\nEmilia Dinescu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
G\u00c2NDURI \u00ceN DURERE Boala a intrat \u00een mine \u0219i dureri ea \u00eemi provoac\u0103, Vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 ag\u0103\u021b de Tine, s\u0103 nu c\u00e2rtesc niciodat\u0103, Nu l\u0103sa ca suferin\u021ba s\u0103 fie at\u00e2t de mare, Te rog, Doamne, m\u0103 \u00eenso\u021be\u0219te \u0219i-n aceast\u0103 \u00eencercare. Durerea mult m\u0103 \u00eencearc\u0103 \u0219i simt parc\u0103 cum clachez, Dar oric\u00e2t ar fi de mare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[134],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12429","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-generale"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12429","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/47"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12429"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12429\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":12430,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12429\/revisions\/12430"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12429"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12429"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12429"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}