{"id":16792,"date":"2024-07-02T08:02:47","date_gmt":"2024-07-02T15:02:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/?p=16792"},"modified":"2024-07-02T08:02:47","modified_gmt":"2024-07-02T15:02:47","slug":"un-fel-de-autobiografie-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/generale\/un-fel-de-autobiografie-2.html","title":{"rendered":"Un fel de autobiografie"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a> \"\"<\/a>UN FEL DE… AUTOBIOGRAFIE
\nAst\u0103zi am fost provocat\u0103 ca s\u0103 scriu, dar nu-mi doresc,
\nDup\u0103 cum \u0219ti\u021bi nu \u00eemi place despre mine s\u0103 vorbesc,
\nM\u0103 a\u0219ez \u00een fa\u021ba foii, vorbele nu \u0219tiu s-a\u0219tern,
\nPentru c\u0103 nu sunt poet\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 Domnul totu-i tern.<\/p>\n

R\u0103scolesc prin amintire, \u00eentr-o toamn\u0103 m-am n\u0103scut,
\nEu nu m-am n\u0103scut la termen, ci c\u00e2nd Dumnezeu a vrut,
\nM-am gr\u0103bit s\u0103 vin pe lume, nu cum al\u021bii au socotit,
\nM-am n\u0103scut \u00een zi de toamn\u0103, fiindc\u0103 Domnul m-a dorit.<\/p>\n

Am crescut \u00een lumea crud\u0103 \u0219i durerea o vedeam,
\nMult m\u0103 ascundeam \u00een mine, c\u0103ci biet copil sufeream,
\nDe\u0219i eram inocent\u0103, un copil chiar f\u0103r\u0103 vin\u0103,
\nPrintre lacrimi \u0219i suspine nu z\u0103ream pic de lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n

Am crescut \u00een lumea rece, r\u0103utatea m-a \u00eenecat,
\nChiar de eram o copil\u0103, via\u021ba aspru m-a \u00eencercat,
\nC\u0103utam refugiu-n toate, \u00eens\u0103 arta m-a g\u0103sit,
\nDe\u0219i eram o copil\u0103, de vers m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd sim\u021beam c\u0103 via\u021ba-i dur\u0103, m-afundam \u00een poezie,
\n\u0218i sim\u021beam o alt\u0103 lume, scriam cum \u00eemi place mie,
\nAm tr\u0103it cu poezia, p\u00e2n\u0103 Domnul mi-a vorbit,
\nAm luat sf\u00e2nta Scriptur\u0103 \u0219i de atunci n-am suferit.<\/p>\n

Nu vreau s\u0103 spun c-a fost bine, c\u0103 necaz nu a mai fost,
\nEu m-am reg\u0103sit pe mine, vie\u021bii am g\u0103sit un rost,
\nV\u0103 spun via\u021ba e frumoas\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti cheia,
\nDincolo de suferin\u021b\u0103, s\u0103 fi tu, ai prins ideea.<\/p>\n

Am trecut prin multe rele, dar nu regret chiar nimic,
\nM-am scuturat de cenu\u0219\u0103, \u0219i \u00een r\u0103u e un bun mic,
\nAm fost binecuv\u00e2ntat\u0103 c\u00e2nd nu m-am mai lamentat,
\nVia\u021ba mea cea \u00eencercat\u0103, mult bine \u00een schimb mi-a dat.<\/p>\n

Din anii de suferin\u021b\u0103, a ie\u0219it un lucru bun,
\nSunt mam\u0103, sunt \u00eemplinit\u0103, multe eu nu \u0219tiu s\u0103 spun,
\nDar din suferin\u021ba crud\u0103, bucuria mi-a crescut,
\nFiindc\u0103 de trei ori sunt mam\u0103, am uitat ce m-a durut.<\/p>\n

A\u0219 fi vrut s\u0103 fiu perfect\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 multe am gre\u0219it,
\nDar nu am gre\u0219it atunci c\u00e2nd Cuv\u00e2ntul l-am primit,
\nChiar dac\u0103 nu sunt perfect\u0103, dragostea lui Dumnezeu
\nM-a trecut u\u0219or prin toate \u0219i greul nu a fost greu.<\/p>\n

M-am schimbat cam dintr-o dat\u0103, oamenii m-au ajutat,
\nDumnezeu i-a scos \u00een cale-mi, un nou curs vie\u021bii mi-a dat,
\nMul\u021bi \u00eemi spun c\u0103-s egoist\u0103, acum \u0219tiu s\u0103 m\u0103 iubesc,
\nDe c\u00e2nd m\u0103 iubesc pe mine, pot spune c\u0103 chiar tr\u0103iesc.<\/p>\n

Dumnezeu \u00een mila-i mare mi-a vorbit \u0219i m-a schimbat,
\nCalea care este dreapt\u0103 pot spune c\u0103 am aflat,
\nTrebuie s\u0103 \u00een\u021belegem c\u0103 schimbarea de-i divin\u0103
\nToat\u0103 negura o s\u0103 plece \u0219i o s\u0103 vin\u0103 doar lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n

Trupul meu este acela\u0219i, dar nu m\u0103 mai ru\u0219inez,
\nC\u0103ci g\u00e2ndirea mea e alta, altul este al meu crez,
\nStau \u0219i chiar privesc \u00een urm\u0103 \u0219i constat c\u00e2te am gre\u0219it,
\nToat\u0103 suferin\u021ba grea singur\u0103 am pricinuit.<\/p>\n

Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 mai am zile, nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2t o s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc,
\nAm acceptat provocarea despre mine s\u0103 vorbesc,
\nSunt m\u00e2ndr\u0103 c\u0103 Dumnezeu m-a creat a\u0219a cum sunt,
\nSunt cum sunt, e important, chiar \u0219i acest am\u0103nunt.<\/p>\n

Vreau s\u0103 mul\u021bumesc acum celor ce au fost cu mine,
\nMi-au ar\u0103tat ce e r\u0103u \u0219i m-au \u00eendreptat spre bine,
\nChiar dac\u0103 nu au \u0219tiut, cursul vie\u021bii mi-au schimbat
\n\u0218i am s\u0103-i port \u00een rug\u0103ciune c\u00e2t tr\u0103iesc, ne\u00eencetat.<\/p>\n

De ai sim\u021bit c\u0103 \u00een versu-acesta, chiar \u021bie \u021bi-am mul\u021bumit,
\nVreau s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 a\u0219a este, m\u0103 rog s\u0103 fi fericit,
\nFericirea e \u00een noi, Dumnezeu ne-a d\u0103ruit-o,
\nChiar de a durat pu\u021bin, eu \u0219tiu c\u0103 chiar am g\u0103sit-o.<\/p>\n

Asta este via\u021ba mea, asta-s eu, nu mi-e ru\u0219ine,
\nSunt cum sunt, m-am acceptat \u0219i mi-e bine a\u0219a cu mine,
\nC\u00e2te zile oi avea, voi vorbi de Dumnezeu,
\nDumnezeu e totul meu, f\u0103r\u0103 Domnul nu sunt eu.<\/p>\n

Ce dac\u0103 mai da\u021bi cu pietre, eu un zid cu ele fac,
\n\u00cen via\u021b\u0103 totul e bine de cu mine m\u0103 \u00eempac,
\nCe dac\u0103 sunt criticat\u0103, b\u00e2rfa nu-mi produce team\u0103,
\nDoar de \u00eemi vorbe\u0219ti \u00een fa\u021b\u0103, vorbele le iau \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n

Am vorbit \u00een vers de mine, am acceptat provocarea,
\n\u00cens\u0103 nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 accep\u021bi ce am scris… e \u00eentrebarea…
\nNu sunt important\u0103 eu, Dumnezeu e important,
\nS\u0103-l accep\u021bi este chiar simplu, nu trebuie s\u0103 fi savant.<\/p>\n

\u00ce\u021bi mul\u021bumesc c-ai citit \u0219i din via\u021ba mea faci parte,
\nSper s\u0103 \u00eel accep\u021bi pe Domnul, numele-\u021bi s\u0103 fie-n carte,
\nVe\u0219nicia s-o petrecem \u00eempreun\u0103 eu a\u0219 vrea,
\nC\u0103ci de o tr\u0103im cu Domnul, via\u021ba chiar nu este grea.
\nEmilia Dinescu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

UN FEL DE… AUTOBIOGRAFIE Ast\u0103zi am fost provocat\u0103 ca s\u0103 scriu, dar nu-mi doresc, Dup\u0103 cum \u0219ti\u021bi nu \u00eemi place despre mine s\u0103 vorbesc, M\u0103 a\u0219ez \u00een fa\u021ba foii, vorbele nu \u0219tiu s-a\u0219tern, Pentru c\u0103 nu sunt poet\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 Domnul totu-i tern. R\u0103scolesc prin amintire, \u00eentr-o toamn\u0103 m-am n\u0103scut, Eu nu m-am n\u0103scut la termen, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":47,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[134],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16792","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-generale"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16792","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/47"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=16792"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16792\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":16795,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16792\/revisions\/16795"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=16792"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=16792"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=16792"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}