{"id":740,"date":"2010-01-19T11:51:44","date_gmt":"2010-01-19T16:51:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/generale\/marile-intrebari.html"},"modified":"2010-01-19T11:52:39","modified_gmt":"2010-01-19T16:52:39","slug":"marile-intrebari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/speranta\/marile-intrebari.html","title":{"rendered":"Marile \u00centreb\u0103ri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Marile \u00centreb\u0103ri<\/p>\n<p>M-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit odat\u0103, copil fiind, \u00een drumul vie\u0163ii cu Isus,<br \/>\n\u00cen anii cei cura\u0163i \u015fi inocen\u0163i, \u015fi cei mai dulci ai fr\u0103geziei,<br \/>\n\u015ei pe moment, o team\u0103 sf\u00e2nt\u0103, din iubire-n mine-a pus<br \/>\nAtunci pentru \u00eentreaga vreme, prea scump\u0103 a copil\u0103riei.<\/p>\n<p>Eram elev, \u015fi la \u015fcoal\u0103, \u00een diminea\u0163a acelei zile \u00een clas\u0103,<br \/>\nLa studiul orei de religie, pentru-a cunoa\u015fte s-a \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163it,<br \/>\nLa to\u0163i copiii, c\u00e2te un mic dar, pe care s\u0103-l avem acas\u0103:<br \/>\nDou\u0103 bro\u015furi religioase, cu subiectul: al timpului sf\u00e2r\u015fit.<\/p>\n<p>Cu r\u00e2vn\u0103 mare le-am citit, \u015fi iar\u0103\u015fi recitit de-at\u00e2tea ori<br \/>\n\u015ei am conchis c\u0103 scrise-n ele, nu-s ni\u015fte pove\u015fti de\u015farte,<br \/>\nG\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 c\u00e2nd le citeam, m\u0103 cuprindeau ni\u015fte fiori<br \/>\n\u015ei a\u015fteptam cu dor de undeva, s\u0103 am de-o alinare parte.<\/p>\n<p>Ades m\u0103 plecam \u00een rug\u0103, \u00eengenuchind \u00een prag de sear\u0103<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd lini\u015ftea nocturn\u0103, se a\u015fternea domol peste c\u0103min,<br \/>\n\u015ei m\u0103 rugam ca grijile, a\u015fa de multe-n mine, s\u0103 dispar\u0103,<br \/>\nDar ele-n minte-mi reap\u0103reau, \u015fi st\u0103ruiau \u015fi mai deplin.<\/p>\n<p>Solia sf\u00e2nt\u0103 \u015fi solemn\u0103, ce prevestea a Domnului venire<br \/>\n\u00cemi ridica st\u0103ruitor \u00een minte, multe \u015fi ne\u00een\u0163elese \u00eentreb\u0103ri:<br \/>\nDe ce s\u0103 se sf\u00e2r\u015feasc\u0103 jalnic, aceast\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 omenire?<br \/>\nDe ce s\u0103 piar\u0103 at\u00e2t de tragic, \u00een mari \u015fi grele perturb\u0103ri?<\/p>\n<p>De ce exist\u0103 pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, o moarte, cu ravagiile-i crude?<br \/>\nDe ce produce \u00een familii, at\u00e2ta pl\u00e2ns amar \u015fi mult\u0103 jale?<br \/>\nDe ce desparte f\u0103r\u0103 mil\u0103, p\u0103rin\u0163i \u015fi fra\u0163i, surori \u015fi rude?<br \/>\nDe ce nu-i nimeni s-o opreasc\u0103, \u015fi s\u0103 i se pun\u0103 \u00een cale?<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei neput\u00e2nd de a ob\u0163ine, r\u0103spunsurile pentru consolare<br \/>\nC\u00e2nd vreun cortegiu \u00een doliu, trecea cernit spre cimitir,<br \/>\nM\u0103 ascundeam ca s\u0103 nu v\u0103d, \u015fi s\u0103 n-aud durerea mare<br \/>\nCe conducea convoiul jalnic, cu pl\u00e2ns \u015fi bocete-n delir.<\/p>\n<p>Abia a\u015fteptam s\u0103 treac\u0103, \u00een sus, de uli\u0163a \u015fi casa noastr\u0103<br \/>\nAceast\u0103 zarv\u0103 infernal\u0103, ce-n inim\u0103-\u015fi l\u0103sa un vag ecou,<br \/>\n\u015ei-ng\u00e2ndurat de scena trist\u0103, la locul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 fereastr\u0103<br \/>\nEu m\u0103-ndreptam \u015fi meditam, la marile-ntreb\u0103ri din nou.<\/p>\n<p>Doream s\u0103 \u015ftiu, s\u0103 pot afla r\u0103spunsuri multe dintr-o dat\u0103<br \/>\nDespre al lumii rost din \u00eenceput, \u015fi rolul ei de pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt,<br \/>\n\u015ei despre faptul c\u0103-n final, va fi o zi de dreapt\u0103 judecat\u0103<br \/>\nAsupra lumii \u00eentregi efectuat\u0103, dup-al Domnului Cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p>Dar n-am putut deloc afla, nici s\u0103 pricep, nici s\u0103-n\u0163eleg<br \/>\nCu mintea mea nedezvoltat\u0103, \u015fi limitat\u0103 de copil fragil,<br \/>\nR\u0103spuns la marile \u00eentreb\u0103ri&#8230; ce-a\u015f fi dorit s\u0103 le dezleg<br \/>\n\u00cen fa\u0163\u0103-mi sta obstacolul, al v\u00e2rstei mici cu orizont ostil.<\/p>\n<p>Astfel trecut-au anii, scurg\u00e2ndu-se f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103spuns, mereu,<br \/>\nIar eu sim\u0163eam o ap\u0103sare, cum golul min\u0163ii mele cre\u015fte,<br \/>\n\u015ei doream at\u00e2t de mult, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lnesc cu Domnul meu<br \/>\n\u015ei s-aud iar\u0103\u015fi, cum vocea Sa, inimii-nsetat\u0103 \u00eei vorbe\u015fte.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei iat\u0103, \u00eentr-o zi frumoas\u0103, \u00een diminea\u0163a ei de prim\u0103var\u0103,<br \/>\nCu soarele c\u0103ldu\u0163 \u015fi dulce, ce str\u0103lucea mai apriat pe cer,<br \/>\nB\u0103t\u0103i se-aud din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, \u00een poarta cur\u0163ii, \u00een afar\u0103,<br \/>\n\u015ei eu ca s\u0103 deschid atunci, am mers cu sufletul stingher.<\/p>\n<p>Cu m\u00e2na parc\u0103 tremur\u00e2nd, am vrut s\u0103 trag \u00eencet z\u0103vorul<br \/>\nCa poarta s\u0103 o pot deschide, tr\u0103g\u00e2nd-o \u00eenapoi spre mine,<br \/>\nG\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103d ce vrea \u015fi ce dore\u015fte oare c\u0103l\u0103torul,<br \/>\nCe a\u015ftepta st\u0103ruitor b\u0103t\u00e2nd, pe l\u00e2ng\u0103-at\u00e2tea por\u0163i str\u0103ine?<\/p>\n<p>Dar deodat\u0103, m-am oprit o clip\u0103 totu\u015fi, st\u00e2nd \u015fi cuget\u00e2nd:<br \/>\nCu cine va fi oare acum momentul, nea\u015fteptatei \u00eent\u00e2lniri?<br \/>\nO presim\u0163ire-n minte-aveam, \u015fi-mi st\u0103ruia mereu \u00een g\u00e2nd<br \/>\nS-ar putea, c-a sosit ceasul&#8230; cel a\u015fteptat at\u00e2t \u00een z\u0103boviri!<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen dosul por\u0163ii-am stat atunci, un pic, g\u00e2ndind \u00een ezitare<br \/>\n\u015ei-un suflu nou m\u0103 \u00eenviora, \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eendemna tot \u00eennainte,<br \/>\nSim\u0163eam \u00een totul c\u0103-s cuprins, de-o lupt\u0103 \u00een desf\u0103\u015furare<br \/>\n\u015ei-am biruit c\u00e2nd am deschis, p\u0103truns de g\u00e2nduri sfinte.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen fa\u0163a mea erau solemne-n demnitate, dar pu\u0163in sfioase,<br \/>\n\u0162in\u00e2nd \u00een m\u00e2ini ca s\u0103-mi prezinte, bro\u015furi \u015fi-alte scrieri,<br \/>\nDou\u0103 feti\u0163e, ce-a\u015fteptau timide, \u015fi-ar\u0103tau umile \u015fi pioase<br \/>\nDar st\u0103ruitoare de a vorbi, c\u0103ci duceau asupra lor poveri.<\/p>\n<p>,,V-aducem azi cu bucurie, \u00een dragoste vestea cea bun\u0103,<br \/>\nCe Domnul \u00een Cuv\u00e2nt ne-a spus, \u015fi prin El ne-a poruncit,<br \/>\nAcum s\u0103 facem voia Lui, to\u0163i, cu mic cu mare \u00eempreun\u0103,<br \/>\n\u015ei-avem cu noi s\u0103 d\u0103ruim, mul\u0163imi de c\u0103r\u0163i pentru citit!\u2019\u2019<\/p>\n<p>Astfel \u015fi-a \u00eenceput vorbirea, cu abnega\u0163ie una dintre ele<br \/>\nCu fa\u0163a-i str\u0103lucind de zel, pentru al Domnului Cuv\u00e2nt,<br \/>\n\u015ei dou\u0103 m\u00e2ini se \u00eentindeau, purt\u00e2nd mai multe c\u0103rticele<br \/>\n\u015ei m\u0103-ndemnau s\u0103 le primesc, \u015fi s-aflu voia Celui Sf\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen glasul lor curat \u015fi bl\u00e2nd, era ceva solemn venit de sus,<br \/>\nCe-at\u00e2ta vreme a\u015fteptasem, de ani mul\u0163i, trecu\u0163i cu greu,<br \/>\n\u015ei-am \u00eenceput s\u0103 simt din nou, c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lnisem cu Isus,<br \/>\n\u015ei-n\u0163elegeam, c\u0103 El pe cruce, \u015ei-a dat via\u0163a \u00een locul meu.<\/p>\n<p>Atunci, \u00een nebuloasa min\u0163ii mele, s-a f\u0103cut \u00eencet lumin\u0103<br \/>\n\u015ei sufletul cel luminat \u015fi dornic, ar fi b\u0103ut setos \u00eentruna,<br \/>\nDin apa vie\u0163ii ce-ncepuse, s\u0103 curg\u0103 limpede \u015fi cristalin\u0103<br \/>\nD\u00e2ndu-mi r\u0103spuns la \u00eentreb\u0103ri, fixate-n minte totdeauna.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei vorbele rostite, parc\u0103 zburau mai repezi dec\u00e2t clipele<br \/>\n\u00cen conversa\u0163ii simple, privind al vie\u0163ii rost \u015fi al ei sens,<br \/>\nParc\u0103 sim\u0163eam c\u0103 zbor, \u015fi tot mai sus m\u0103 \u00een\u0103l\u0163au aripele,<br \/>\nSpre culmile din alte z\u0103ri, spre cerul cel at\u00e2ta de imens!<\/p>\n<p>Momentele scumpe tr\u0103ite, gravate \u00een amintiri de neuitat<br \/>\n\u00cen inim\u0103 a-nfipt \u00een tain\u0103, bulbul firav \u015fi sigur al credin\u0163ei,<br \/>\nF\u0103c\u00e2nd s\u0103 creasc\u0103 mai v\u00e2rtos, \u015fi mai puternic \u015fi-ncercat,<br \/>\nGust\u00e2nd cu bucurie, cuvintele, ca roade-ale f\u0103g\u0103duin\u0163ei.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei au plecat cu voia bun\u0103, s\u0103 bat\u0103-n miez de prim\u0103var\u0103<br \/>\nDin poart\u0103 \u00een poart\u0103, cu sufletul curat \u015fi plin de bucurii,<br \/>\nC-au sem\u0103nat s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163a, din dragoste pentru a c\u00e2ta oara?<br \/>\nLa cei pierdu\u0163i, la cei s\u0103rmani, la mul\u0163i cu suflete pustii.<\/p>\n<p>\u015ei-n urma lor, r\u0103mas-am eu, g\u00e2ndindu-m\u0103 \u015fi medit\u00e2nd,<br \/>\nCum Domnul, dup\u0103-at\u00e2\u0163ia ani, mi-a oferit iar o-nt\u00e2lnire,<br \/>\nS\u0103 aflu adev\u0103ruri scumpe, ce-au str\u0103lucit, desc\u0103tu\u015f\u00e2nd,<br \/>\nMarile-ntreb\u0103ri, ce-at\u00e2ta timp, creatu-mi-au nel\u0103murire.<\/p>\n<p>Flavius Laurian Duverna<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Marile \u00centreb\u0103ri M-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit odat\u0103, copil fiind, \u00een drumul vie\u0163ii cu Isus, \u00cen anii cei cura\u0163i \u015fi inocen\u0163i, \u015fi cei mai dulci ai fr\u0103geziei, \u015ei pe moment, o team\u0103 sf\u00e2nt\u0103, din iubire-n mine-a pus Atunci pentru \u00eentreaga vreme, prea scump\u0103 a copil\u0103riei. Eram elev, \u015fi la \u015fcoal\u0103, \u00een diminea\u0163a acelei zile \u00een clas\u0103, La studiul [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":9,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[134,127],"tags":[589,53,215,208,458,209],"class_list":["post-740","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-generale","category-speranta","tag-consolare","tag-dragoste","tag-duverna","tag-flavius","tag-intrebari","tag-laurian"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/9"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=740"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/740\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=740"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=740"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intercer.net\/blogs\/poeziisieditoriale\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=740"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}